Still Nothing

I called today to my surgeon's coordinator and she's not heard anything back yet. She doesn't think it's a no though, so that's good. I'm still bracing for the denial. I'll probably bug her again tomorrow. It'll be two weeks I've waited tomorrow, come on now!

Oh and my birthday was this week, I turned 33. I'm loving my 30's honestly. I feel like this is going to be the best decade of my life so far. I'll be thin and healthy again. I'm going to go back to school and have my own career. My girls are growing up and it's fun to have real conversations with them. I've got a whole new lease on life. I feel better than I ever have and it's for real. I truly feel light and happy. That's been missing from my life for probably 10 years.

I've totally broke my diet this week you know. It was my last hurrah's before surgery. I've had pasta (all you can eat), cake, bread, corn dogs, cheese cake, PANCAKES, and other such carby delicacies. I'm back in the saddle again tomorrow. I don't mind it either. Carbs are OK, but I don't feel like I HAVE to have them anymore.

I'll write more when I know more. Fingers crossed!!!